“One thing I asked of the Lord,
that I will seek after:
to live in the house of the Lord
all the days of my life,
to behold the beauty of the Lord,
and to inquire in God’s temple…
I believe I shall see the goodness of the Lord
in the land of the living.
Wait for the Lord;
be strong, and
let your heart take courage;
wait for the Lord.”
– Psalm 27
Come close and wait. Consider the only task ahead is the permission you must give yourself to let down all the walls that keep you “protected” (the tasks, the identity, the relationships – all that you do to respond to fear and endings). Give yourself permission to be the true, vulnerable being that you are – the only one who is able to step into the presence of the Lord, the One Who Is.
What will come next when you and I come before the Holy with all the real depth that we can muster?
I sense that this moment is an embrace. It is an overwhelming sense of being known. It is a wholeness that we had been trying to construct all this time but had failed. It is the wholeness that God gives and we receive.
This wholeness is a protection we thought we were making but now is bestowed – the kind of protection that does not eradicate danger but sends us back into dangerous situations with an intangible but palpable armor of faith, hope, and love. Our vulnerable selves are not tempted to fight but ready to rest in a Promise that is more powerful than whatever fear threatened was coming.
In this embrace, now we wait.
Now we are able to wait, for we know that all the “doing” that matters must begin in a posture of dependence upon God and God’s goodness, rather than a mustering of our own worthiness.
who is beyond all that we can imagine,
who is all that we will ever need,
who is saving us, hour by hour,
through the humanity You became in Jesus
and the mystery You continue to be,
One thing we ask,
One thing worth asking,
Hold us close and send us forth
as waiting participants in your created and creating world.
We are Yours.
You are ours.
All is well.